Breaking Point!

You can add but so much onto your plate, until one day it will break.......


I have gotten to my breaking point. You know that spot where I can't take it any longer, and if I don't do something now, I will die-meet!

This may be the most personal entry ever but like I told you back in Dec, I was going to put is out there for the world to see and this time I'm not hiding anything.

Emotionally, I am not well. I sleep cause I am tired, and I am tired cause I am not taking care of myself. As much as I want to be "in control" I have found myself in a place where I am "out of control." It was fun at first to talk about my weight, laugh, joke, even make fun of; all those things, but then you enter onto another zone; the danger zone!

It's time to step up my game. I am not putting my best foot forward. I am not making my best effort. I know this because I like control and a person who likes to take control would never let themselves be out of control unless they have lost control. When you do everything possible to do your best you know it, you feel it and it shows.

I have not....and I no longer will allow myself to not do my best.

When you are determined enough you do whatever it takes to get the job done; and I mean whatever it takes! Determination.......that's what we are going to start focusing on now.......