Like a ray of light 2009 shines clear and bright. The time has come for me to be true to msyelf and realize my self worth. When I over eat and don't take care of myself I am telling myself I'm not worth it. When I don't exercise I am telling myself I donn't love you enough to take 50 mins out of my day for you. When I don't try to change, I've told myself, I've given up on you....your not worth it anymore.
I don't want to divorce (from myself). I thought I did, but I really don't. I do love you Necole and I will work very hard to make this relationship work between the two of us. Now that's what 2009 brought for me. I know loosing weight isn't easy and I know I, at times, will get frustrated and upset, it's at those times that I will need you be to be the strongest for me. I am willing to do that.
This blog may confuse some folks, and that's fine. I understand the struggle I have between my skinny self and my fat self. For once though I am going to allow my skinny self to speak and this time I am going to listen!
1 comment:
I agree with exactly what you said and you have discovered the love issue you were having with yourself.
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